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I'm sharing my perspectives on this website because I realize they are a part of the whole, and each perspective each of us shares adds vibrations of higher frequencies to the whole collective and therefore raises consciousness and energy in our world. My perspectives are a melding of all I absorb on a deep level;  all I observe and experience in many dimensions, including our 3D one, as well as what I observe and experience in intermingling with those I share daily life with.  As each of us shares, and listens to others (within and externally), our own consciousness is expanded, and thus the consciousness of the universe and earth and all Beings, human and otherwise is expanded and grows in harmony. 
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The Empty Cup Experience

There isn't any collective memory of what is happening now!

Is our world consciousness opening up?  Is it feeling like there are so many little cracks and empty spaces in our lives that somethings might be dissolving?    Most every Lightworker/Energychanger seems to be feeling something like this, tho described in various ways.  That things sometimes feel like they're falling apart and there's no fix (in personal lives, but also in the whole). Patch...patch! 

 
   Comfortable doesn't seem to exist right now! 

Does it sometimes seem practically impossible to even believe in anything right now?

 It may appear that we are in a dark dark tunnel without a light at the end.

  This "no light at the end of the tunnel" is a familiar experience, yet now it seems it's a different thing, it's softer, more malleable, almost like velvet, and there's a sense of a "tingling", a liveliness to it now! But also there seems to be such a strong sense of utter futility; that maybe there is now nothing left even to hope for.  But this is not scarey, there isn't any fear.

And while periodically we may be sensing and feeling (experiencing ) this so called "darkness", we really don't know what this means, our minds have no way of relating what this is to us in any context which is not interpreted within the boundaries of the accumulated experiences of the past. It seems that  we also simultaneously are now still sensing and feeling we are more deeply in the Light, and that somehow both "light" & "dark" are now together providing an ever  deepening sense of well being within each of us, and within the whole!  No matter what our eyes see, our ears hear, our bodies feel, there definitely is a stronger undefinable sense of ourselves in a new light,  and life is beginning to have some kind of a new meaning and experience we  aren't familiar with and can put no labels to.

Perhaps this is what is a true beginning of a beginning? 

what kind of new vision might come to us when we are fully empty and open up to experiencing what has never happened before, to what there is no basis for in the collective consciousness memory?

  I am saying this because there is sometimes this little teenie tiny inkling that it's significant to REALLY LET GO beyond anything we've ever known before, in any lifetime whatsoever, so we can experience some truly unbelievable new awareness-consciousnes in terms of what we're used to thinking and believing up until now! We really, really need this letting go, this emptiness, so new can come in.


Is it now time for us to experience that it's OK to feel nothing is worthwhile? That not believing in anything can be worthwhile?  Even feeling a deep futility is worthwhile? 

It seems now that Giving Up on Everything might just be the only worthwhile thing to do!

what a concept!



Can this mean anything?  I don't know.  It feels like we're in the dark and simply feeling and sensing a kind of wonderment in our way through all this right now.

How long have I  (and we all) resisted this very thing, this profound experience, even outright fought  "Giving Up": stubbornly, absolutely adamant about refusing to give up any of our hopes and our ideals and aspirations and inspirations and what we believe we should be creating???

How many positive affirmations and healing classes, how many books have we read, and how many ancient rituals have we done,  and prayers,  and group meditations and convergences have we done to keep a positive energy,  inspiration and hope going, to keep the dream and energy alive?  Most the time this is all we've had!  Yet these are all part of the Collective Consciousness, a part of all humanity's PAST experience in living, the ways for eons hat humanity has dealt with duality 3D living.  Do we really want to create a new future from the past?  Can we possibly create anything entirely new & original from anything in the mass consciousness formed from alll the ages past?

Is there another way?

Do we have to do it the same old ways?

It seems that now one way is to suspend all our nice familiar comfortable beliefs and thoughts that we've had with us (like our old guides), leave these behind us, develop a new sense of life with blank minds, hearts and no expecations whatsoever!

  Now it may truly be that the Collective Mass Consciousness is hamstringing us; because it's made up of so many ancient concepts of life, with multitudes of knotting rules and regulations slowly developed through so many old civilizations (rights & wrongs; goods & bads; unresolvable duality conflicts).  Being hamstrung by Mass Consciousness sometimes feels like there is no way out anymore, that the boundaries are too strong to create anything new. Tight....tight...tight! Knots...knots...knots! Surely thinking itself is always within these tight boundaries, cramping any inspirations and visions we might want to have for the new world.  Many of us are feeling more trapped than ever in life circumstances we simply haven't found any way to resolve for years & years! Many of us just can't imagine another really new way.  Nothing has produced any tangible results that have shown a new way! 

It's all becoming more like an exercise in Futility!

Yet it also seems this very awareness is creating the sense of feeling free of these tight, knotted mass collective bars arooond life.  How do we dissolve these old ironbound boundaries?


 It seems now by buying into (investing in) Mass Consciousness' olden ways, we are in a Catch 22, we just run around in circles within it getting nowhere,  feeling our efforts are becoming more and more futile.  And yet no other way appears that works, either!


Now  it's becoming so that nothing seems to have any real power or  energy ...All we've been doing just all feels like an empty, eroding investment. 
A futile investment.

What is it we really want? Do any of us really know anymore?  Can we see a clear path, can we clearly put our finger on where to go from here for ourselves or for the world?  I sure can't.

Are we seeing and feeling anything Original?

Are we aware of anything that isn't being spoon fed to us from plans, prophesies, beliefs and/or experiences which are taken from somewhere in past time,  that have been thoroughly embedded in Mass Consciousness ? Are we just still trying to continuously keep the past energized and use it to see the future?   Is there any true power & energy in doing this stuff anymore? 

Or is it all just a temporary fix

that doesn't last or bring any truly new consciousness experiences leading us out of the Catch 22 trap? 

I'm now wondering, how can anything truly ORIGINAL & NEW come into us and this world if it's based on something, ANYTHING, from our past... from previously held ideals and visions, and experiences, whether collective or personal ?  We've all heard the phrase "there's nothing new under the sun", haven't we?  Well, who doesn't believe in this ? And by believing in this, how can we even imagine anything truly NEW?  (we're just giving lip service!)

How can we really believe in anything truly NEW/ORIGINAL when we also believe "there's nothing new under the sun"?  How can we bring in and experience NEW/originality when we've always been having faith in the past, in old prophesies, in faith enough to keep repeating what humanity has already done?

What have we really had to go on that hasn't  come from ancient, past civilizations, propphesies, ideals and old experiences told over and over again - all of which have been fed to us by others for so long now, those who have been called "masters", all of which is  based upon many philosophies and religions in other times and cultures in this world --

all originating BEFORE what we are lovingly and hopefully calling the New Energy & New Earth World being born (now?) as  NEW ORIGINAL LIFE.

Perhaps having,
 feeling,
wanting


NOTHING



is now better than having, feeling, wanting something we've thought - or been taught - we've wanted all along?

Perhaps the time is here to let even ALL that stuff go!  What does this leave us with?  A big blank!!! NOTHING written upon the wall.  A big bottomless feeling of depression and emptiness? 

That 

right now, perhaps,

Nothing IS worthwhile.

(Don't confuse this with failure!)


Perhaps, what we might really want (need) is just a completely empty cup -- which may or may not become filled with something entirely original/new that no one has ever experienced or thought of before? 

Is this possible?  I don't know.  There's nothing in the past that we know of to base this on.  How can there be and still have it be new/original?

I just know that now nothing familiar, nothing we've been  taught or coached in, read or listened to based on anything that's old (been part of the Mass Consciousness for a long time) has any feeling of energy or power in it anymore,

and none of it really works anymore.

Feelings of futility, even failure=

  Emptying the cup....

 
 

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