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About Jaiann

I have been doing this whole Evolving transformational, Lightworker-Energychanger transcending "spiritual trip" for a long time. It has become clear to me in my now that who I've been, where and what I've done to get where I am now, and what I used to believe about myself and the world in general, really just doesn't matter anymore. So I wonder what's really going on now? Not just in the world, but with myself? I've definitely come to the point of asking myself what it all means to me and what AM I really doing NOW at this point? I feel fortunate that I'm now able to stay focused within and sort through all my inner experiences of life, and comprehend what I'm contributing as myself!

While I do enjoy reading & listening to other perspectives and learning where other people are at, what I most enjoy experiencing now is a wondering about what is this so-called "spiritual trip" about for me NOW, regardless of what other people are saying is happening or why it's happening? What is the meaning of these, my new experiences, for me, too?

I discover myself going through my days (and daze) unable to feel anything but unconditional allowing, accepting, and it seems miraculously, loving too, for everyone and thing I encounter, within myself and outside myself - regardless of whether its something I would prefer to occur or not. Life happens, people are changing, they and all the patterns of inner and outer events are shifting in indescribable ways: sometimes this is stimulating, sometimes it's downright disappointing, sometimes even a bit scarey, sometimes it's highly illuminating. It's not always comfortable. Sometimes I feel simple happiness, joy; sometimes I feel simple annoyance, sadness or disappointment. Yet, basically, I'm content, stable and secure inside myself even with all this shifting and changing going on. I have -- am connected with -- a strong sense of peace and satisfaction. Yet, sometimes I feel so alone here in this world that I question everything, including my existence and just about everything I'm doing and not doing. Still, most of the time I feel I'm doing and experiencing much amazing wonderful stuff and feel surrounded by loving support & light. I don't criticize a single thing, about myself or my life, or others and their lives - I accept whatever meanings arise within myself, and these deeper meanings are always like a shifting, changing energy.

My inside joke is that for sure these are certainly uncertain times! lol!

The experience of life is like nothing I've ever known before. I don't fret over knowing exactly what to look for, what to expect, or whether I even want to do either. Truly, at this point, I 'm not trying to attract, engage, figure out, or force anything.I am optimistically trusting life to happen in ways I will enjoy! So, my life is now an unwritten book, and internally, each day is a blank page. Meaning, while externally, each day seems to be much the same, my inner responses & experiences with each day are different.

I enjoy observing how people are responding to the inpouring of higher frequencies and the new growth this is fertilizing in our cultural structures. I'm also sharing & adding my support and encouragment to all I meet and know. It's very encouraging to see how people, and even novels and sometimes movies are incorporating new concepts,other new dimensions and higher frequency living!

Through all this, I'm discovering a whole broad innerscope as I'm wondering, wandering and meandering through this place we call life...no longer expecting, just wondering about everything I feel and see! I've pretty much accepted, at least for now, there is so much more to me and my life nowadays than I can possibly hold in my head, think about, or speak about, and that this is ok. I can experience, I can feel, I can sense so much opening up, growing, that life is becoming a whole different experience than I ever even imagined years ago!

I'm sharing my perspectives on this website because I realize they are a part of the whole, and each perspective each of us shares adds vibrations of higher frequencies to the whole collective and therefore raises consciousness and energy in our world. My perspectives are a melding of all I absorb on a deep level; all I observe and experience in many dimensions, including our 3D one, as well as what I observe and experience in intermingling with those I share daily life with. As each of us shares, and listens to others (within and externally), our own consciousness is expanded, and thus the consciousness of the universe and earth and all Beings, human and otherwise is expanded and grows in harmony.

Thank you for the experience of sharing,

In wonder
Jaiann

June 2010

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